No I just need to talk about how

I am feeling.

Sad
Mad
Ugly
Dull
Lazy
Gross
Bored
Plain
Wrong
Clumsy
Lonely
Doused
Defiant
Average
Avoided
Fragile
Ashamed
Unwanted
Enflamed
Cautious
Powerless
Cast-aside
Thoughtless
Unmotivated
Unconcerned
Without-cause
Self Conscious

But I want to feel

Substantial
Inquisitive
Thoughtful
Encouraging
Intelligent
Adventurous
Determined
Attractive
Motivated
Energetic
Agreeable
Graceful
Generous
Resonant
Content
Curious
Wanted
Needed
Strong
Happy
Brave
Witty
Solid
Able

I want to feel like I fit whoever it is I am meant to be.